Life will throw you curve balls to get you off focus. Thats why you can't allow your emotion to take you on a roller coaster ride. When you have decided to change your life. Things are going to happen, but thats evidence that you are on the right track. So stay the course, even if you fail. Fail forward, meaning get back up no matter what. Push yourself, there is more to you than you think. You just have to believe that, You have so much greatest inside of you. I think back over my life and see the things I've accomplished and I'm like wow. But, it took me believing I can do anything. So remove doubts and fear and focus on your strengths and your weakness will get stronger. God created you to do amazing things. So do it.